I'm low on hope, and I'm frustrated that Q hasn't posted in more than 3 weeks, but I just want to say:
Thank you anons.
Knowing there are people out there who will never give up searching for truth, and knowing there is at least one place in the world that I can always find at least one person like myself at any hour on any day, is probably the only reason I haven't given up on life yet.
Thanks, and God bless you.