Kind of a dumb question. Has anyone else woken up feeling like they've been crying all night? I've been sleeping like crap and feel like that, but im not sad about anything.
Good advice. Maybe I'll listen to a sermon before I meditate myself to sleep.
I've also been fighting my flesh pretty freaking hard lately, could be mourning the death of my love for sin? Just a thought.
Yeah, I'm very frustrated with the American people. Who can look at this election and not say there is fuckery.
Spiritually, I feel great that I'm doing so much better with self control. The hardest days are when I'm not in the word. Its difficult to not fall back into my major sins, but if I listen to the word of God I usually have been fighting pretty strongly against my flesh. My first battle with sin was with booze. I was a complete asshole when I drank, but I kept doing it because I liked it. I finally realized what I was doing to my family and I asked Jesus into my life and he completely removed the booze from my life.
Now, the sin of watching pornography is pretty strong and I've never really been able to kick the habit. I really don't like that sin so I have always wanted it gone. Ive been working hard to be in the word to break this curse on my life and it seems to be working. It might be that rejection of evil that is causing the crying sensation, but I wasn't sure if other anons had experienced something similar.