I say this as an anon but still a fellow voyager and discoverer.
Treat 'Q' as a body of knowledge that you need to know now.
It doesn't matter if you 'believe' or not. Just read the primary source. Take it in. Filter speculation heavily and come to your own understanding of it as if it were a book.
Anon admires your creativity and determination. Does the Q material contain levels of communication? Yes. Just absorb the work first. It's not as bad as 'Moby Dick' and can be quite entertaining.