I can no longer read anons words anymore (nor shills) What does one do when they can no longer accept the alternate hellish reality we are living in…my heart breaks daily but I have so much love inside and the contradiction is causing old traumas to come to the surface.

We should not be allowing this, this is wrong, I want to lash out at something or someone but that is not my nature, that it (theirs). I will never be (THEM). There is no where left to go….just tears hope and prayer and faith that all will be well…..I look for solace everyday but each day I cannot read the research anymore…what has happened to me anons….I am falling apart it seems.