Unemployment ran out for me.. My city is locked down so finding a job = fuck you. Oh don't mind me, i just spent the last decade of my life working in an industry that is now dead, all the hard work gone. All my experience, worthless. Living paycheck to paycheck earning less than 8 grand a year, slaving away to survive and now what? Where am i supposed to turn now? Im supposed to just walk away from the life i built? The apt i slaved to keep for over 4 years, renting out my living room just so i could afford to live one more day. No one cares about me or my friends, we all work minimum wage jobs and no one cares. Im just collateral damage, a statistic that on paper doesnt seem bad. But my life is fucked, everything i ever worked for is gone. There is no hope, sure theres hope for Donald but not for me. My electricity is going to get shut off and theres nothing i can do. Those stupid fucking grants my mayor offered were so confusing and worthless that getting the money was literally impossible. Nevermind i did everything they asked. Nevermind i patiently waited hoping the govt wouldnt use me as a pawn, but here i am a pawn nonetheless. I'm just sitting here, waiting for the end. Wondering what will happen to my life, the life that was stolen from me as i came of age during the Obama years. My peers are mostly liberals, they dont carry the same hopes as someone into Q and they all feel the same as me. Whats the point, there is no future for me. its for someone else, not me. We just wake up every day, get high drunk or whatever and keep waiting for the world to end. My gf is borderline suicidal, i think a lot of my peers are. Theres nothing left, go ahead fix the governemt, but my life was forfeit long ago. believing that and living that are two different things. who the fuck cares what happens anymore, who cares about govt when my life is irreversibly fucked.