Pretty similar here. All I'm doing is trying to make it through this month, and then hopefully the next one also. After that I don't really care, but who knows how different things could be by then.
I think of it like I'm a soldier and gave my all to fight in WW3, and I have already accepted that I might not survive it. Many men died in previous wars so I could enjoy the few years of peace, prosperity & (relative) freedom in this great country before it all fell apart. Now it's my turn to pay it forward.
Remember that everyone suffers and dies; it's just a matter of how we lived while we could, and what we gave to future generations. And most importantly, the real goal is the next life, which the suffering in this short temporarily experience cannot diminish, and death cannot prevent.
Sorry if this doesn't help any, and I'm trying to encourage myself as much as trying to give you any advice. I know that a few thousand dollars would be the most immediate and tangible value. But I myself only have $200 to my name at this moment. Let's just carry on as long as we can, and see what happens. I'm not counting on a big miracle from God, but there is always that possibility. Take care of yourself brother, and know you're not alone, and some small hope always lives as long as we're still breathing.
https://dailyverses.net/suffering