Warning, long and doesn't belong here!!
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Has anyone ever considered suicide? I've thought about it often off and on for 30+ years. I never have, simply because all of the options seemed horrible. Every option has a downside, whether it's lack of certainty about the outcome or just wondering, what would you actually think about during the fall?
But then I read a John McAfee article where he talks about doing it with heroin. This appeals to me, even though I'd have no way of getting any.
I wanted anons thoughts on this. Seems like a great method, right? OD on that stuff, feel great and then go to sleep and not wake up. I've never done heroin, so I'm wondering. Would I just have the same thought's I'd have as I fell from a tall building, such as "Shit, why did I do that". I'd hate for my last thought to be the feeling that I made a huge mistake.
ps, I'm a Trump supporter who frankly wouldn't have made it 30 days into a Hillary presidency. I stayed alive to see how all of this would turn out. And at this point, I'm pretty sure that the good guys will win. I'm ready to go.