Anyway.. many years ago there I was a young :-) running back and forth all day on the floor of the CBOT (chicago board of trade). Big dreams of becoming an independent trader myself. Surrounded by traders making it look so easy. It never happened. There I was by myself in my room with one computer watching the most "impossible" stops taken out only to reverse course immediately afterwards and you know the rest of the story.

Anyway one day a man came along and offered to teach me "Astrology" or Astronomy" ,can't remember which one and assured me he could help me make money. This was 25 years ago. I vaguely remember his face, he seemed kind but somewhat insecure. You know what it is like in a room full of those evil "egos. I laughed and gave him a hard time in a jovial way. Saw him for the next couple months and he was always trying to show me these lines drawn all over pages of his notebooks but I was always able to slip away.

This was a mistake wasn't it at first glance? He was easily able to predict the future and could have made me a fortune right? Luckily nothing ever worked out for me and my mother got sick so for the last 10 years I have been looking for answers living below the poverty line (creatively), childless, never married, all alone in my room , reading, digging and then Q. It has taken a long time to get here and I am a bit fearful to go the next level you know .. water and all. For my mothers health I probably should. I wish we had someplace to go to discuss but I will be fine.

Oh yea by the way… if someone besides Sheryl Crow could could confirm if the stars are named after humans and human events or the other way around? You know what they say.. "History repeats itself".