ok, so final reply.
If i'm right and you're wrong, but follow your lead, we end up in hell.
I'm i'm wrong and you're right, following my lead, who knows what happens, there isn't any afterlife, there's nothing. so, nothing bad or good happens.
Given those two possibilities, I'll take my chances on my way. That's the most logical way I can see it. Taking all faith and emotion out of the equation.
You do you.