Yes, agree 5:5, Book of Revelation chapter 5 verse 5, the breaking of the 7 seals of a book of truth.
On your death bed if you truly repent God will save you from hell. He probably won’t let you in through the pearly gates though. I guess he’ll send you back for another attempt at a shitty life.
Well I’m sure if he knew you felt this way he’d try to cut a few corners here and there, why not send him an email about it?