Yes, spiritually exhausted is what I am and have been for a while now.
With me I feel that the pattern is being spiritually attacked on multiple fronts, asking for help, receiving help, being attacked again and again, being helped. It's very draining.
We are absolutely being held back. Speaks to the importance of the work, but I hate this. It's no way to live.
Yes, we should be patient, but some of us are close to starving and can't back on our feet and aren't allowed to.