Anon, you are not alone.
My story is similar, and likely more of us here than you realize. I literally have $29 in my bank account, and already lost my car to repossession.
It's ok to step away from Q research to focus on your personal life and your loved ones. We need to take care of ourselves first, to be able to help others, contribute to worthy causes, and MEGA.
Some tips, from my own experience:
For now, don't lose hope, and keep it simple. Make a list of what you need to do each day, and focus on one simple task at a time.
Keep applying to several jobs per day, and one of them will hire you sooner or later. Try to sell some household items, clothes, jewelry, etc, to cover bills. Call your creditors and utilities and ask about any options for people going through financial hardships. Contact your local state agencies and nonprofits about programs that help people with unemployment and food.
Do the very best that you can do with what you have, and realize you can't control everything that happens. Try to believe that everything happens for a reason, and that this life is about becoming a better person and growing your strength of character, often through suffering and sacrifice.
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