what you are experiencing is a side effect of fuckery afoot at cern.
it will get worse.
<there are walls between worlds for reasons.
it is not going into the planet.
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cern
apollonicum/apollonium
apollyon/abaddon
extradimensional fuckery requires the ability to visualize [n]fold dimension space.
<the fact of your asking most likely precludes any meaningful understanding along any given search pathway.