I've read just about everything here https://www.sacred-texts.com/
You can study all the occult there too. One thing anons should consider with these Satanist Crowley people. He supposedly spoke with the Goddess thru trance and she conveyed something to the effect "Don't worry about these people, for they do not feel much for each other".
Whether this event is true or not is irrelevant. What is true is that these Satanists believe it and that they consider you people non human. When anons are indifferent and cruel to each other it lends power to their rationalization. Being cute, snickering, and mocking is exactly what Satan does.
The Moral: Don't be a little sneering mocking satan and become what you are fighting.