Anonymous ID: 5dbc5a Dec. 22, 2020, 11:55 p.m. No.12143151   🗄️.is 🔗kun

Things that keep me up at night (when it's not black magic sleep deprivation attacks lol 🖕🖕🖕

How does one become disenfranchised

How does one come to distrust the entire process . (Not all there are still a few things I still trust and believe in)

Imagine steeping out your door every day with nothing but good intentions.

IMAGINE wanting to be part of making things better not be a part of long standing problems.

IMAGINE a guy who can get along with anyone no matter race, gender, political affiliation, country of origin, ECT…

IMAGINE being a healer at your core forced to watch all this play out sometimes even having to take part.

IMAGINE being cast out and shunned by a vast majority for being not wanting to come off your caring healing nature.

IMAGINE being ok with the war enough to the point you just want to lay them all to waste.

Only to find yourself surrounded by hate, harassment, anarchist, and terrorist with the intention of wreaking havoc anyway possible.

Wouldn't it be nice to just put them all to bed in one fell swoop and never have to think of their sold out Chinese ways that endanger everyone across the globe ever again ?

No ones gullible.

No one thinks it's going to be a fucking rainbows and unicorns everywhere you look.

But never in my life would I think that such immature fucking idiots would help decide such events.

🙏🙏🙏

Anonymous ID: 5dbc5a Dec. 23, 2020, 12:12 a.m. No.12143226   🗄️.is 🔗kun   >>3250 >>3264

Biggest issue I know deep down I'm having here with almost everything I've seen.

That yin yang balance

Half healer

Half warrior

You know I carry both in massive amounts.

The past 2 1/2 years I've been forced into only wars.

My personal internal struggles.

The war mongering out of balance that these communities have been turned into and not even allowed the tools or level playing field that it seems every idiot in the world has been allowed to have in these different places.

Brainwashed idiots chasing tv shows equaled lots of theft and non stop HARASSMENT.

There has been no healing.

Little in myself (their abuse has offset the good work we have done together)

None being able to help others which is where my true passion sits.

Just working though the emotions I'm done for the night.

Pouring the heart out to the universe.

Sorry to take up the bread space I know it's valuable.