unfortunately not, there was a much larger work written, roughly 240 pagies long that spoke on many issues and went into much depth, but in a moment of unbridled self criticism, i deleted the entire work and started again, two weeks before the attack itself. i could no longer bring the sneer to my face, i could no longer turn my back on the violence. why did you choose new zealand as a place to attack? said throughout the media, spoken by politicians, educators and celebrities. suicidal, nihilistic and degenerate pop icons produced from a dead culture: michael jackson (pedophile, self hating, self mutilating, opiod addict); madonna (degenerate, drug addict, childless, whore, anti-christian, pro miscegenation) kurt cobain (suicidal, drug addict, self hater, anti-social), freddy mercury (lifelong identity crisis, lifelong battle with hedonism and drug use, eventual death due to sexual hedonism) just to name a few.empty nurseries, full casinos, empty churches and full mosques, entropy in blitzspeed.politicians writ in the same ink as eligabolus, worshiping all that is foreign, poisonous and subversive. an environmentally conscious and moral society will never be able to economically compete with a society based on ever increasing industrialization, urbanization, industrial output and population increase.

the media of the world will be used against you, the education system of the rulers will be used against you, the financial power of the worlds corporations will be used against you, the military and legislative might of the un, the eu and nato itself will be used against you and even your own, previously corrupted, religious leaders will be used against you. were/are you a socialist? we can fight the armed invader, we know how, we have the ability, we have the soldiers and arms to do so. how is this possible? to ensure that the peoples of the world remain true to their traditions and faiths and do not become watered down and corrupted by the influence of outsiders. why won ’ t somebody do something?

>every day we become fewer in number, we grow older, we grow weaker.