the countryside can wait, the cities need you, your youth needs you. the cheaper labour and ignorance of environmental health will always result in cheaper goods produced with less effort and inevitably result in control of the market. but i believe it is a partisan action against an occupying force. if you lose, no matter how you acted in your loss; whether that is heroically, cowardly, violently, peacefully, virtuously or criminally, if your enemies are writing the history they will describe you as a devil. i had seen many pictures and heard many people discuss the cemeteries, but even knowing about these cemeteries in advance, i was still not prepared for the sight. it will be distasteful, it will be damaging to the soul, but know that it is necessary and any invader you spare, no matter the age, will one day be an enemy your people must face. secondly an attack in new zealand would bring to attention the truth of the assault on our civilization, that no where in the world was safe, the invaders were in all of our lands, even in the remotest areas of the world and that there was no where left to go that was safe and free from mass immigration. europa rises destabilize, then take control. all so they need not carry any personal risk or struggle themselves. historical, societal and statistical reasons.

the media of the world will be used against you, the education system of the rulers will be used against you, the financial power of the worlds corporations will be used against you, the military and legislative might of the un, the eu and nato itself will be used against you and even your own, previously corrupted, religious leaders will be used against you. because if we do not destroy the invaders first, our own birthrates will mean nothing. unfortunately not, there was a much larger work written, roughly 240 pagies long that spoke on many issues and went into much depth, but in a moment of unbridled self criticism, i deleted the entire work and started again, two weeks before the attack itself. any religious ideal that stood between the wealthy and wealth generation was downplayed, sidelined and quietly dismantled. rage, rage against the dying of the light. depending on the definition.