appreciate the sentiment.
I need to get gone while i can still afford my life insurance so my family is provided for - so couple weeks tops.
I'm sorry to hear about your mom, and I don't doubt that she is smarter than me.
I've failed as a provider and am about to ruin several people's lives by bankrupting by company. It's odd that, looking at others in the same situation, this solution seems stupid - but I am so satisfied with it. It's shame + cowardice really. Can't face the consequences of my bad decisions, only hope some of (((them))) have the same calculus.