I think the same unfortunately. I’ve given up on love to. Not much for me to do at this point. Tried too hard to make my dad proud before he died by building a porch, fence, and do stuff made for men to do (women aren’t built to do certain things) I’ve ended up with 2 painful frozen arms or something idk wat. I’m tired I can’t even help mom with chickens since beginning of summer. I use to feel good but am afraid am feeling a bit down about it all. Feel my times about up.