I'm curious.

144,000…

I'm an ex Catholic and only just now delving more into the Bible. I've never claimed to feel like a 'Christian' because the label/word felt restrictive? My point being that I'm not versed in any of this.

I've been looking into the 144k though lately because I've always had some odd quirks and medical crap no one could ever figure out. Has anyone else been getting the feeling that they're waiting for others? I've felt like I'm waiting on someone/a large group to 'join me' since I was a young child. Or, we're just nuts. But my weird ass has managed to keep my family from flipping tf out over major money problems lately…I kept us positive and now things are turning upward. Almost as if my honest and true intense desire to help them in the only way I could had worked?

Now that I sound like a lunatic I'll carry on with my digging.

Interested in this USAF CIA connection. Going to look up douche bag's old posts/associates and see if any names pop.

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Elaboration, I do study Christian history but somehow never really learned much in that one area.

I always felt different, but it never seemed like a good thing or something useful before. -shrugs; Gut tells me to dig. So dig I shall. Just in case we're supposed to activate some cosmic blast of 'I love you fags' and fail to meet the deadline. (I tend to lace serious topics with humor, no disrespect intended. Apparently that's a thing o.O )