>>1219188

I've always tried to do the right thing in life. Follow God, make good choices. I haven't always succeeded, but I have genuinely tried.

Its at least partially what caused me to be marginalized and alone. And now, short of a miracle, there is no hope for me.

Many won't follow Q because they have too much left to lose. I've already lost everything, so I don't have that problem.

The terrifying truth is: you can't out-think your circumstances sometimes. If you're buried neck deep in excrement, no amount of Tony Robbins reframing techniques are going to help you.

The only reason I haven't killed myself is because suicide is a sin, and God would punish me even more. So I'm stuck here until he decides its okay for me to die.

Maybe one day I won't feel like this, but it's been over fifteen years already.

I have nothing to lose.

I trust the plan.

>>1219335

I'd like to help take some of these scumbags out.

It's about the only thing that gives me any scrap of motivation any more.

>>1219708

I try to pull myself up by my bootstraps every day.

It's harder some days, than others.

I fight, hoping things will get better in the future and that maybe I can reclaim some of what has been stolen from me, but it's a distant, vain hope.

I'd be happy just to see these criminals purged.

Prayers would be appreciated, anons. I'm in a dark place.