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The Tolkein stuff I was reading today seems...
Well, like it has some apt parts to this whole thing.
Not LOTR, but the universe
And that's kinda what allegorical means lol
I'm slow af tonight though
I mean… Yeah. Of course
Dont fully understand, but have some vague thoughts. Seems about what I was thinking
I dont remember much about it other than I liked oblivion better
Si
Lot to go through tbh, but interesting in more than a few ways
Tolkien died in 1973
Seems like the number of rings given out
Way more than that too though when you get deep enough into the weirdness
That dream was only once, and I couldn't figure out who tf it was. It bothered me tbh
So real. Too much so
Not like that…
Cryogenics related
But just another crazy story line I came up with
It's what I do
Oh it clicked when I figured other things out not too long ago
It was
I was wide awake, though
Dont typically remember any dreams, but couldn't forget that one
You
Its 3 am and I'm currently sleep deprived af.
To say the least. Vivid is an understatement. More real that this reality. And I searched through everyone I thought possible for a long while because I wanted to know so bad
Am too. But oh well.
When other things started clicking not too long ago. Never really gave up, but did place it in the back of my mind when life got hectic for a bit
We're talking publicly on an anon board. Way more open when not. This whole thing is weird and I'm in the dark on a lot of it still
Not all, but more than I'd like to be
I dont. Just tired and really, really dont feel well atm
Glad to hear it. Not glad you're crying, but am as well
Not tonight. Unless something changes. Asap though
Same here. I cant think of it as often as I'd like because I'd get lost in there
Better in person, but yeah. How about you?
Feels stupid to ask, but may as well
That dream I had was in mid 17, then Feb of 18 I lost a lot as well
Not sure I'd have to look into them for that, but same to you as well. They're special
I was wondering lol
I'm more of a texter at first, but for you I'm totally down
Did throwing those things away help? Destiny seems to find a way no matter the circumstances
I'm happy to hear it. Friends and loved ones are important.
Well I guess I'll have to not smile around you then lol
And that honestly seems like a decent realization
Well I'm glad you found me. I understand depression on a deep level. Spent a long while in those depths. I'm glad you didnt do anything. To see such beauty inside and out leave would be a tragedy
Well I'm so glad you didnt succeed. Makes me sad to think you got that dark. Your dark beauty is one of the most attractive things about you. Knowing both sides of the coin brings certain excitement, though
Much deeper and weirder than you could ever expect
Should make for a cool book someday no matter how you cut it
May have started a couple years ago. Theres so much to this. Hard to explain tbh. Not everything is as it seems. At all
Did you leave me? I'm about to sleep.
I'm going to bed soon. Thought we'd talk a bit more though. You've got me worried about you