She always looks like she's goin' out for late drinks but she acts very "preachy".
I don't have a quick fix answer for you anon. I take what you say seriously. You have 3 young children? They're going to need you terribly. Please don't abandon them now. God bless you anon & know as I have to remind myself constantly, God will never leave you..he knows your heartaches. He is with you. He is with me & all of us, never to leave us. I will pray for you & with you if you wish. I will pray for you not to take your life but to be strong for yourself & even stronger for your children. I pray for you to receive some relief tonight & some peace in your heart & soul. I have no magic pill but I do have true concern & compassion for a fellow patriot. God be with you & also with all of us as we walk through these difficult days. He will not leave us. Please do not leave anon.
WRWY!