I almost lost my home in the 2008 financial crisis. Lost everything in 2013…7 years later I learned alot. You cannot take it with you where we are going…this much I know. If you have stuff good for you but you can't take it with you. Its only useful in this material existence. I have been at the tip of the scale where I wanted to end it…but that is not what brave or courage or resolve represents. Some of the most amazing humans I know have no celebrity or much material wealth, but their knowledge and experience have survived 2 or 3 generations they have been on his plane of existence. The human experience is much more than wealth, tits and identity. Waiting for many to wake up to this fact. People who I have loved and known still live on in my memory and my life, their words and deeds have taught me the best of the human soul. This world needs more of that. Suicide, though one can make that choice is just a way back to this trial of life, it doesn't end because we technically do not die, our soul lives on in another body or existence, whatever you think is up to you. Death is not real. We are blessed but we can curse ourselves or let others control us knowingly and unknowingly. This whole thing is about waking us up and reminding us of who we are. The rest is up to the individual.