Stay strong anon.. you’ve made it this far ad though weary I can see that spirit to fight for the truth in you..
rest.. take some time for yourself and anything/ thing that is important in your life and just enjoy the simplicity in the moment
… away from boards for couple days, less social digital media and amd more balance interacting with the Malkuth physical reality
Hope your energy is restored and spirits lift in the next few weeks of 2021.. God bless
whatever it may be for each person..