That's something you will have to answer for yourself. You are the one that gives your life meaning.
Standard Christian theology is addicted to the concept of either/or. Either you accept or you are punished for Eternity. They ignore the third option…annihilation. A complete end.
Which is absurd since love, as well as belief, is not a conscious effort. It either is there or it isn't.
Lack of anger is not love. Apathy is not love. Sure, you shrug it off, but the dude that cuts you off and thinks "fuck you"…do you love him? Can you choose to love child-raping murdering Satanic scum?
The assertion was that love (and my extension belief) were not conscious decisions. The counter assertion was that love IS a conscious decision. I simply asked if you could then choose to "love" a satanic child murderer. If love was a choice then you could. If not, then you concede that love is not a conscious choice.
Seems like a christian twist on the Jew vs. Goyim. Same bullshit.