Anonymous ID: 15b859 Jan. 5, 2021, 3:10 a.m. No.12324263   🗄️.is 🔗kun   >>4294

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Good evening, anons! I'd like to share my story about how I came to Christ and how He speaks to us in some of the strangest ways.

 

My family was the textbook definition of dysfunctional. My father, bless his heart, was more concerned with being my friend rather than a father figure. A brilliant man of all trades, but completely spineless. My mother was retired AF with 100% permanent and total disability because of a malign reaction to a vaccine and developed MS as a result. For those unaware, it basically eats at your brain's ability to control how one reacts to anything. The violence was almost daily primarily because of her narcissism mixed with no filter. It took a long time to be able to forgive her and, despite her flaws, she's accomplished some truly amazing things in life regardless of her circumstances.

 

School was just as bad. Time and time again, I was either back-stabbed, bullied, or ostracized. Not having friends at school or a loving family turned me into a very bitter person, but I had gaming. Most of my extended family were also followers of Christ but were regarded as the black sheep, if you will. Family gatherings felt forced and the connections were artificial. This turned me away from Jesus, how could they be so hypocritical and judgemental? It felt wrong, practice what you preach!

 

After high school my world fell apart in more ways than one. Homelessness for the better part of a year with my father and brother, which forced me to live with my mother and resentful step-dad. I was "awake", at least in some capacity. It felt as if, throughout my life, God Himself, had fed me tidbit after tidbit of random information regarding the true nature of the world. One piece of the puzzle after the other, and the more I learned along the way, my faith in people fell apart at a rapid pace.

 

Like a lot of you, I'm sure; this year has easily been the most difficult year of my life. My ex-girlfriend left me at the end of last year, day before my birthday and finals week was right around the corner. Stuck with an expensive lease on a solo income and nowhere else to go. Despite continued hardship, many blessings were showered upon me. I made it through the year and I thank Christ for that, but there's a LOT of catching up to do financially considering the decisions I needed to make to survive.

 

One of my co-workers at my current job frequently had questions, to which I was more than happy to answer. A troubled soul, but a man of his word. I never used the chans prior to discovering Kappy this year, but right away, I knew COVID was a front for a much more sinister agenda and I was not shy about it. We both knew that the world was headed toward a very dark path and unfortunately, he took his own life. I was devastated, to the point where I almost did the same on two occasions. If it weren't for my truly amazing cats (pic related), I wouldn't be here today, as cheeky as it sounds.

Anonymous ID: 15b859 Jan. 5, 2021, 3:11 a.m. No.12324264   🗄️.is 🔗kun   >>4292

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Around the time of the Floyd protests erupted, I too, went out to protest. The gripes are legitimate and the only real solution is to remove "unless duly convicted" from the 13th amendment. That caveat sculpts the entire philosophy behind how we deal with the incarcerated, but I digress. My uncle, being former law enforcement himself, disagreed with a sign I made, so I invited him to cook dinner and discuss our differences. I was able to vent out my frustrations about life and family issues and asked me to surrender to Christ. Truthfully and in earnest. Having done acid a couple times in my life, I became aware of the spiritual aspect of the world. I was desperate to try anything so alone in my house, I got on my knees and surrendered, exhausted from the constant barrage of evil (interpersonal circumstances and learning the extent of their depravity with chilling specifics). Having being molested at a young age, it became personal. This is when Christ's divine timing breathed new life into me.

 

I discovered Kappy and his last IG post regarding Trump and the second coming of Christ. A week later, The Devil's Advocate kept coming up on my Netflix queue. Something inside me was telling me to watch it, and I knew nothing about this movie going into it. I highly suggest anons either watch or re-watch as it's a stunningly accurate representation of the world today. The elite-class literally worshiping Satan. There was an extravagant party being hyped up, one of the women bragging that Donald Trump himself, said he would be in attendance but NEVER showed up when it came to it. I was stunned to find out that actually happened and after realizing it's biblical elements, I decided to look up a bible verse. It's worth noting that the week prior, I discovered Kappy and his last IG post regarding Trump and the second coming of Christ. Random was more than simply flipping through the Bible, so instead I looked up a random Bible verse generator. Out of over 30k verses, this was what I got:

 

Matthew 24:42 - Therefore keep watch, because you do not know on what day your Lord will come.

 

That was all the confirmation I needed to truly realize that He is with us if we let Him in. Everything made sense to me from that point. I've lived an extremely hard life but now I see that Christ gave me the mental fortitude and endurance required to psychologically handle the true nature of the world and be able to not only spread truth despite the societal consequences ("CoNsPiRaCy ThEoRiSt") and still see the good in people, even the ones' still asleep to this day. I work in retail and I can tell you this, people slowly have been woken up en masse. Our work was not in vein, alas, this is only the beginning. KEEP FIGHTING THE GOOD FIGHT. LOVE THY NEIGHBOR, ESPECIALLY OUR ENEMIES. We need to be the example of the world of what Christianity really is, instead of the negative stereotypes that people were lead to believe. I love all of you and I love my country, but most importantly, I love Christ.

 

God bless you all,

 

Anon