I am not a shill. I am worried. I have been here for three years. I have done what I thought I was supposed to. I am not as smart as many of you, so I have to ask.

Was I really fooled? It kind of feels that way right now. I am trying to figure out what could possibly be next, but I am having difficulty seeing any path. I don’t know anymore.

I want more than anything to trust the plan; but I don’t see it anymore. Help me understand please.

Don’t attack me. I don’t need it today.