BRAVO. Gospel means good news, but we've all been raised to suspect anything that's "too good to be true." Too good isn't lack of sauce. People who have a hard time with God as a loving father suffer from this bit of brainwashing I think. Those of us maintaining hope against all odds may be proven temporarily wrong on the 20th, but we're happier in the meantime and the long-term outlook is still completely true.
Regardless of outcome, I have grown greatly in independent thinking, checking sources for myself, general critical thinking… it will have been worth it just for that alone, but I think it will be more