long and not relevant.

I need help America. I feel really confused about my mother because she is starting to be really weird. Like not knowing facts about the world that are common sense. My dad died a couple years ago, but I don't know what to do.

this is kinda some rambling about what is going on i guess. whatever

I can't tell if I should be angry or concerned.

I am obviously being lied to and gaslit.

My question is, do you think she is doing it intentionally?

Do you think people can aggressively gaslight on accident?

If I call her out on gaslighting me. Sometimes she will say sorry.

But is that normal. Accidental gaslighting?

It is so strange cause she is like the nicest lady and real articulate with herself and like a super-mommy.

So wtf is going on, why is she gaslighting her mentall ill son?

She just seems to be losing touch with reality or intentionally making me feel like I am losing touch. But I am not. I am talking like mainstream normal facts to her and she argues.

Is she experiencing the liberal brainwash that heavy that she can't see normal facts anymore that are unrelated to her political stance?

Should I consider getting her help?

She thinks I need mental health assistance and I kinda think she needs it, so it is confusing.

Or should I consider she is working for the feds?

I think she is cabal. I think she is in trouble possibly.

It just is so intentional. She is purposefully manipulating me it feels like.

or she is possessed by some kind of demon?

is she just a closet narcissist that acts humble but actually gaslights on accident and lies on purpose?

Okay.

Some of you will call this fagdrama.

If you read what I am asking though, I think it is interesting enough. I have thought my mother was manipulating me for some time now. I am not violent. Seriously. People will read the next part and say liar. But whatever, what I did was calculated and not meant to hurt anyone. I wanted my mom to confess that she worked for the government and was manipulating me on behalf of the MKU program or something. I just thought she had a secret degree in psychology or something because it all seemed like she was always trying to trigger me somehow. So I wanted to scare the piss out of her and make her confess, I figured I could scare a "psychologist" pretty easy and get a confession. I got no confession, she said some shit that didn't happen, half happened, exaggerated. Either way, I ended up in jail for 3 months over it and had to let the issue go, but recently it has become more… blatant and obvious. I find her to be irrational and she will convince me that I am irrational. More stuff keeps happening. The lies are becoming more blatant. I don't know.

My mother, it seems like something is wrong with her.

She is 68 an it doesn't seem like dementia or something.

I am crazy so it hard to tell what is going on.

I keep catching my mother gaslighting and doing lies.

She doesn't admit to doing it. Says things were said in conversations that were not.

I feel like I need a tape recorder to prove my points cause it is a brick wall.

It is weird stuff too.

The other day I was trying to talk about something and I was just like establishing supporting information .

I said "You know how democrats are like the pro-choice party" and "Republicans are the pro-life party".

I thought that was common sense. She argued with me for 20 minutes.

Her argument is that she "didn't realize that was true"

like wtf america.

My mother has been a pro-choice democrat since I was old enough to think.

Why would she argue to me something that should be common since to a lifelong political participant?

Anyway.

I finally got her to say that she knew that all ready.

She finally admitted to me, "yes, I knew that, I don't know why I said that"

But she fucking argued for like 20 minutes about the fact that she had no idea that the republicans represented the pro-life party.

She said some shit about "not knowing if the RNC was pro-life"

but I never said shit about the RNC. It was like an illogical answer to my statement that republicans are the pro-life people.

Why would the RNC stance on pro-life change the fact that republicans seem to represent the pro-life as a whole?

anyway. I don't understand.

I mean. That is a dumb argument to have with a grown, university libtard that isn't usually so… strange.

I guess I could be strange and that was a normal misunderstanding.

She does another lie all the time. She will act like she is listening to me. I will talk and think she is listening, but then out of nowhere she will change the topic on me. I tell her she changed the topic. She refuses to say that.

She is purposefully trying to change the conversation to something that seems completely irrelevant to the conversation I thought she was engaging in.

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Like out of nowhere. At no logical point in conversation. She will interrupt and say something like random as fuck. like "Do you need to do some laundry soon?"

like wtf. you are talking my laundry? I was talking about x, y, z.

and she won't have responded to anything regarding x, y, z.

she just says some shit about laundry.

It feels intentional and she does it over and over.

But she says she isn't purposefully doing it. But I have seen her with other people. and she isn't like that

Anyway. she has never admitted a lie to me except once when my dad made her confess to me that she lied.

Dad is dead. My mother "doesn't remember" that event.

I think it has been happening my whole life, but it is so hard to prove a conversation happened. Like you said, no you said. But I am telling you, sometimes I fucking know what I said, and she acts like it didn't happen. If I call her out, she will finally say, "oh, i didn't mean that, I actually meant this"

Just little stuff America. But it all adds up to her using manipulation tactics to control my behavior or thoughts + "white lies".

Oh. She acts irrational and gets emotional, defensive, angry when I question her about stuff. She shuts down over strange stuff. It gives me like an emotional superiority over her in which I dont get emotional over strange things. Or ever. I call it "earmuffs" when she does it. I dunno America. I try to tell her she is being emotionally immature. Maybe I should give her a break?

I dunno anymore. Seriously.