You sound stressed.
If interested in learning more about what happened with Masonry in the 1600s-1800s "Proofs of a Conspiracy" is a great read…here's the link for free: https://sacred-texts.com/sro/pc/index.htm
You sound stressed.
If interested in learning more about what happened with Masonry in the 1600s-1800s "Proofs of a Conspiracy" is a great read…here's the link for free: https://sacred-texts.com/sro/pc/index.htm