Hey.
I will answer your question about why get high. Is it my master or do I master it. I think honesty is always the best way forward. I have another post I wrote I will post in a second, but I want to share this first. I think it helps me escape a sick world. I am a schizophrenic terrorist and everyone hates me cause I won't join their political party. I hate faking life and I just realized a few days ago maybe it was time to do the, hey everyone, Christ is returning thing. I did it with the military and now I am doing it here.
Uh. Yea. I think the recreational use of medicines is okay legally, but technically, it is a sin. I think it is more likely it will lead you into more dangerous sin, like an orgy where you get aids or some shit. I am interested in medicine combined with Christianity. Is that considered recreational, I don't think so.
The marijuana is my escape. I have always used it, but I grew up in this bullshit. We all have our own escape. I wonder if I will choose to consume after everything changes. I smoke all day and am barely high anyway. People that don't smoke all the time, they don't realize, like many pharmaceutical the doctor prescribes, the effects of marijuana wear off after a couple weeks and even more so after a couple months or years.