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my minds been racing all day, thats what 2 doubles in 2 days with 7ish hours of combined sleep will do to ya, and i tell you, its fun sometimes. All of the mental stimulation in the world these days, its a lovely experience to behold and be a part of, no matter how small, or how great.
Firstly. i'll go back and start with how we met. On a mongolian basket weaving forum that has made a shapeshifting cartoon frog into its collective avatar. an avatar that we collectively, and intentionally, however ironically or unironically, believe represents an ancient Egyptian diety, Kek, which was their symbol for Primordial Chaos, I.e. "The Unknown / Unknowable / Infinite Potential"
Specifically, im pretty sure those of us Here & Now, met because we had stumbled upon, or stumbled directly into, a crypto social phenomenon, and possibly one of the most well thought out, MIL INTEL operations, possibly ever.
And now we have reached the seeming logical conclusion of that specific event, the cryptosocial Cue phenomenon.
Many anons, feel many different ways. As i stated last night, a week or so ago i was pretty defeated. i wasnt feeling quite as bad as some anons said they were, but, mentally i was just like "i dont want to live in infinitely peaking fucking clown world FML FML FML"
If anyone has been on this journey for 3+yrs, and hasnt at least once considered (for me its something i consider every day, every time i check notables, etc) that there is, within Infinity, a POSSIBILITY, it was all a psyop in the vein of the early 20th century Bolshevik "Operation Trust", then idk what to say, if you hadn't considerd that the past 3+yrs.
personally, i have long made peace with the fact that what we have followed for 3+ years has a certain air of DANGER surrounding it
and yet, i have still followed and contributed positive intentional energy and good will.. Why? Because i asked The Lord (no specific connotation, simply "The All That Is" that "I Am That I Am") to show me Truth. and since saying that prayer 7 years ago when i was 23, auspicious synchronicities have appeared in my life in abundance.
This crypto social phenomenon that lead each of us here, included.
i have in my possession, a immensely massive heart & soul, creating an intense Love not only for (You) All
but for All Things.
Let me remind you, the stated intention behind the shrine/altar i post pictures of is:
The Cessation of All Fear; Thereby Alleviating Suffering
Expectation is a root of suffering.
One of the root, most base and true cures for "suffering" in all forms, whether especially anxiety, is True/Utmost Faith. Faith, as defined by the Bible, is "the substance of things hoped for"
I personally define "True/Utmost Faith" as "Sincere Trust in The Unknown"
So, we all have Hope, we understand it, because we feel it in our souls. Or we process/create it in our brain chemistry, or a mix of both. (Probably a mix of both)
But, at the end of the day, even "Hope" is an intangible, unquantifiable thing, I.e. an "Unknown."
Develop True/Utmost Faith
That is: Sincere Trust In The Unknown. (a permutation of I Am That I Am)
I Am (Sincere Trust In) That I Am (The Unknown)