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my innermost desire, is not a family, is not money, is not fulfilling my childhood dream to tour the United States at least once with a band ( Just One Time, even as a supporting act of a larger group, i count it). (i should add, all of the synchronicities surrounding me joining bands came after i said the prayer when i was 23 too. you have to understand, i come from a small town*, population less than 20k. the opportunity, the culture, the music scene, that has to be there for local bands to play the kind of music i wanted to play, was non existent. but i waited patiently, and never gave up.)
my innermost desire, is to see The Kingdom , come down.
i say "come down", but i feel more it would more accurately be stated as "The Kingdom, Bleed In & Come Out"
Because THE KINGDOM IS NIGH AT HAND. THE KINGDOM IS HERE. AND THE KINGDOM IS NOW. We only need dust off the surface of every day "mundane" life. Wash our seemingly negative perceptions.
The Kingdom it isnt going to only Come Down, it is going to Rise Up, Come Down, and come from every direction possible, N S E W, and every single permutation possible along every possible axis
my prayer is that i live to see That Golden Age
at the very least, the beginning of it.
if im thrown in prison for my beliefs, It Will Be What It Will Be. i will endure,. Oh, so they chemically lobotomize you? Then It Is What It Is (permutations of I Am That I Am, if youre paying attention)
whatever happens, i have played my role, and i have been authentic in Who & What I Am, in the best way that ive known how, as ive learned along my years in/on this plane.
I Know, without a shadow of a doubt. that my actions, my words, my intentions, have changed lives for the better. Whether its the many gas station clerks ive befriended, in various towns/cities, because i would get snacks/gas/whatever have you
whether its been my friends, my co workers, my blood relatives, etc.
and its not just me that has done this, it is each of (You) as well.
Every interaction, when it is filled with true and honest intentional Good Will literally changes the world. Fuck what nihilists and materialists say. If youve ever made a kind remark to someone when they were having a down day, or shared a laugh with a stranger, you LITERALLY changed that person's life.
and you changed it for Eternity.
THAT is what (THEY) DONT WANT (YOU) TO KNOW
THEY DONT WANT (US) TO HAVE UNWAVERING, UNSHAKEABLE, UNADULTERATED, AUTHENTIC, OBJECTIVE TRUTH
UNWAVERING, UNSHAKEABLE, UNADULTERATED, AUTHENTIC, OPTIMISM.
which comes from, i remind you, FAITH. which i mentioned earlier. FAITH is "TRUST IN THE UNKNOWN"
ABANDON (to the best of One's ability) EXPECTATION, AND TRUST THE UNKNOWN.
okay, so, now, bringing it back to the crypto social phenomenon which lead us here, here are more POSSIBILITIES within INFINITY
WE WERE RIGHT ALL ALONG
REGARDLESS OF WHAT HAPPENS OVER THE NEXT 48HOURS, DO NOT LOSE FAITH. DO NOT LOSE HOPE.
THE NEXT 48HOURS ARE UNKNOWN.
MOVES&COUNTERMOVES
THE NEXT 48HOURS ARE UNKNOWN, BUT TRUST IN THAT UNKNOWN.
Remember how NoName passed? and it was called, by Cue, [30] days in advance
down to the fucking minute that was posted in the WaPo story?
what if some months from now, that happens. what if big names just start dropping like flies due to "muh new covid strain"
and it lines up with old BOOMS that have been long since abandoned by many?
sure, this hard core copium/hopium, but that is My Nature,
The Grand Optimist.
but my point is, within infinity, ANYTHING is possible
and THIS ENTIRE SITUATION WE ARE EXPERIENCING, is Truthfully, Technically, both Subjectively and Objectively, an UNKNOWN.
so like, find and accept Peace, and Trust in That Unknown That Is Unknown.
U kno?