Wield.
At least get a grasp on the English language before you attempt to demoralize.
She used the Paul Mitchell too much. Kek.
I hear you anon. If you can, get outdoors for at least an hour. Do something that makes you happy. As I type this I’m watchI got the snow softly falling and the birds around, they are none the wiser to the cares we have. I wish the same peace for you that I have.