P.S. for the dipshit that told me to give up the forbidden fruit and give it all to God and stuff. This is your effort to pervert reality, to convince people not to speak truth about the Lord. It is not forbidden fruit to discuss the conversion of a Hindu into a Christian. It requires an understanding Hinduism to communicate properly. I think that is great you want to tell me what to do. I am talking to God already and I am doing just what God wants me to do. If you could keep your demon mouth shut that would be appreciated.

I am going to share this other writing. I think I will put it on the next bread.

I have never put it here, because out of context, it is meaningless. It was my first psycotic experience and I was writing down what I had learned while sitting the mental hospital getting injected with anti-psychotics. I did show this to the doctors. The doctor did not care. The doctor told me I needed to get a job or my brain would deteriorate. The doctor told me I would be on medication the rest of my life because I had schizophrenia. I later became psycotic for my first time. I heard the voice of God. I could not explain it. I finally made sense of the whole thing, trusted the voice, and realized that God was trying to use me as a vehicle to communicate with you all. It just took a while to find the right words to get it all out, but this writing is from ten years ago and was nothing serious. Just a schizophrenic doodle from the crazy people place.

Call it what you want, I disagree with the language and understanding completely. Trust me. I am only make one point. I don't think this should be classified a disease by the scientific community any longer. You need to fix the paradigm immedietly. I am a professional. I do know my own mind. I will not tolerate shit from people with PhD who have been telling me lies about my shit for ten years. You all can fuck off with your shit. I don't know what your little psychology degrees say.

Last I checked. Schizophrenics have a different C4 system. If you don't know about C4 it tags information for deletion in the brain, it is called neural pruning. It prunes the neurons. You can also look at C3, it is related to autism. It is very interesting.

Let me explain to you. These fucking genius doctors with their fucking heads up their ass. Yes. The entire field of professional psychology and psychiatry will listen to me. I am the professional in the room. I am experiencing said disease. I am being clear and articulate. You are wrong. You need to come here and talk to me.

If you are professional in these fields. I have been clear about myself and what is going on. You can come here and talk to me, I speak English. I am Schizophrenia, I do hear the voice of God and I am going to destroy your bullshit paradigm of genetic dysfunction.

Did you ever consider that your, C4 ideas of neural pruning, might not be detrimental or indicative of disease. I consider my brain like a bonsai tree or something, I want my brain pruned.

You people are idiots in my opinion. You have a brain, it has limited power. You choose to store facts, data, names, complex elaborate stuff to impress your friends. My brain deletes this stuff.

I am a central processing unit. I use my brain to process information, rather than store information. I want the crap deleted so all my brain power is focused on pocessing in data in the….. PRESENT. Imagine that America. The dude that is telling you he talks to God and you should give away all your shit and live on faith on faith alone. Is also telling you that he wants to live in the present to some degree and thinks neural pruning helps keep his brain in tip top shape.

I am the expert in this field America. The best you have. I don't have access to the field. I am here, a federally disabled schizophrenic with a keyboard. Just sayin;' what's up.

>>12609142

I don't know America.

Like I said, I was just doodling about stuff I was thinking while in the mental institution. It was like the "end" of my experience in the hospital. I thought it was a magical experience, I thought all the doctors and stuff were actually trying to help me and they knew I wasn't really crazy. I was wrong. lol.

Anyway. I don't know ya'll. The doctors say that you think stuff like this and it makes you diseased. I just disagree. I am not saying it makes you right or something. I am just telling you… it ain't what they are telling you.

>>12609226

America.

I am the most outspoken, free-speech, anti-government schizophrenic son of a bitch in this country. Find me another one.

Find me one that is clear and articulate.

Find me one that speaks this way and I will shutup about it.

If you think the government hasn't seen these documents, you are wrong. What about my other writings?

Gang Unification for Spiritual Balance and Political Stabilization

The Power of Love

Where are they America. I seem to have lost them along the way, but something tells me the cabal picked them up somewhere. I wonder if it was after I shared them on facebook.

This government does not like revolutionaries writing papers about the hood arming itself against an oppressor to secure it's internal safety and prosperity. It is not illegall. I did mean peace. I did have a plan to unify the gangs and combat a common enemy. To rebuild the inner-city.

Do not fuck with me America.

I do not lie to you.

I could not stand here and tell you this if everything was not okay.

I was a non-violent activist. I believed the highest moral calling was to place your body between the state and the people. To force the state to fire upon the unarmed who pray before they fire upon the citizens of this country.

I did look for the salt. I tried to remember that Ghandi mined salt. I needed to find the salt in of this decade, this journey. I didn't need salt. I need what the Cabal wanted control of most and what truly belonged to the people, it is our birthright, from the Lord. You cannot break me for I have not lied to you.

I mined the salt of poverty. I was arrested from criminally sleeping on Earth because I did not have a home. I believed in mining the crime of poverty. I was arrested for things that normal people can do but I could not based on my economic position or lack of house.

I live by my words. I have stood in between violence. I have placed my life in harms way on behalf of my beliefs. I do not care. I would do it again. It is my calling. I believe in non-violent direct action as the best mechanism for demanding Revolution.

The government, the cabal, the military, and foreign governments have been targeting me.

Look. I started this non-violent revolution stuff well before I became a Christian and starting talking to the voice of God.

I do not fear who I am.

I come in peace.

I mean no harm.

I do have a responsibility to the people of this country, the biosphere, and my Creator, the Lord.

I will remind you. Time is real. I believe the time is now.

>>12609556

It does not matter.

People are always delusional.

I am delusional now.

You are delusional now.

I guess it is all an illusion..

You can use dumb logic to tell me I am stupid.

I disagree with your stupid idea, I dont need to say anything else.

You are telling me, acting non-violent in the face of violence is a violent action.

In fact, now that we are here. It is called Martyrdom. Do not fuck with me. Do not misunderstand martyrdom, but do not call me a fool for understanding there is no such thing as the law of man, only what is right with God.

>>12609613

>>12609556

You can use dumb logic to tell me I am stupid.

I disagree with your stupid idea, I dont need to say anything else.

You are telling me, acting non-violent in the face of violence is a violent action.

In fact, now that we are here. It is called Martyrdom. Do not fuck with me. Do not misunderstand martyrdom, but do not call me a fool for understanding there is no such thing as the law of man, only what is right with God.

I believe in a form of Christian martyrism. It is giving of your body in the name of what is right. You give your body to those who are wrong to take it. You will go to heaven for proper martyrdom, you will goto hell for improper martyrdom. Let's be real careful America. You cannot create violence and call yourself a martyr. You can die. I did talk to God and he told me I could light myself on fire in the town square with a letter to the world. I chose not to. If you don't hear God telling you to light your self on fire, and you don't have a good reason to do it, I wouldn't even think about contacting a preacher for advice. I would never act alone or in secret as a martyr. It is very tricky to practice proper martyrdom, it isn't, but I don't want it to become, up for debate, as to what is justified.

I don't want every Christian in America trying to put themselves in jail because the state of California won't stop killing babies. It just isn't whats up. I don't want to inflate the martyr or the one who practices non-violent, but direct, action with an understand of purpose, guided by ones Creator. You cannot deny the principles are in line with the Christian faith.

Do not judge me with your preconcieved notions of what is right and wrong.

Do not tell me lies and smear my name.

Tell me.

Anything else.