Oldanon has a story to tell. Maybe it will help. Born down (didn't know it), been up and down more times than I can count. Quit voting over 5 decades ago. Knew it was rigged. Said: I'm not smart enough, let up to God. Played in a big ww market, made a living but the globalists won.
I came back home to the States and a couple years later something happened. Something happened which oldanon had never seen happen in his life. A guy named Trump won the election. Didn't vote, didn't pay any attention, found out he won listening to the car radio on the morning of the 9th. Got home and started digging. Been digging ever since.
One thing I can say more than 4 years later: I don't believe God is going to ever let us down, no matter what happens tomorrow. We in the home stretch.