this.
anon feels himself metamorphosing into an apolitical being.
It's probably better to be a lab rat than an indentured slave.
at least for the lab rat there's a possibility things might work out.
re: the American "experiment"
seriously flawed logic
it's like saying "no reason ever to speak again."
which might be a good idea in your case, anon.
on of the strangest people anon ever met (a wildly talented painter, as well) was the daughter of the former commander of the pacific fleet.
gave off very discomfy vibes. seemed to have very dark secrets.