Anons, just a thought that's been kicking around in my head. It occurred to me that what I was feeling today must be similar to what Jesus's apostles felt when they saw him hung on that cross. They must have felt mislead, duped even. It’s a hollow feeling.
Then the thought that Q told us this would be biblical at least 10 times by my count (could be important to get that number right). As we all know the apostles went through 3 days of doubt and pain until Jesus appeared to Mary.
I am certainly not equating Q to Jesus, just that the biblical quotes and the loss I felt today were very much how the apostles might very well have felt. Don’t know if this is written well enough to covey my feelings and I’m sure it falls short but I for one have faith and am still trusting the plan.
I hope others feel the same.