I’m disappointed. Disappointed in myself. I didn’t know anything. I had confidence and faith in Flynn and his entire family, Trump himself, etc when they said unequivocally we would win and Trump would still be in office. Disappointed in myself because I encouraged so many friends to believe and have faith no matter what. It’s my fault. I’m an idiot. Had I known maybe I would have done things differently. Maybe I would have spent more time on my family. Maybe not. Who knows. Family is gone and I don’t even have to try anymore. Don’t even want to try. Still here though. At least I don’t have to stop drinking beer and change. Hibernation continues. Couch and beer and suffering. It’s a pirates life. I’m used to it kek