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I don't look at SRA as being a victim though, and that is what some people don't understand.
I am a victim, obviously, but how can you reconcile with something so horrific.
It is the truth though.
The bottom line.
I am at peace with it.
The Lord knew I could handle it.
I am strong..
I made it.
I belong to him now.
He took me back.
God needs people to live in sin and report back the church for duty.
That is all that it is to me.
Just where God put me.
To do my job.
I suffered so that I could tell everyone else to quit making people suffer at their hands before God makes you all suffer at his.
You don't want to fuck with God.
People think I am blasphemous and shit.
They don't get it.
God don't care I smoke weed and curse.
He is pissed the rest of ya'll ain't scared to fucking death of him.
I know I am scared of God, I don't fuck around, he does work miracles, and he will fuck my life up.
Everyone else walks around here thinking whatever.
I may not be humbled before man
I am humbled for the Lord
And I do my shit and everyone else likes thinks that church stuff is a real nice place to make business deals and have after-church ice-cream socials and circus!
Hello America.
Jesus loves you but he doesn't need you in a self-indulgent echo chamber of completely absolvable sin regardless of lifestyle choice.
I swear. If I hear John 3:16 one more time. I will have a cow.
You all are done with that shit. Not because it ain't super important, cause you can't make sense of it.
You use John 3:16 to excuse everything you do that is indulgent. You justify the devilish ways in the name of the Lord. It is like worst that real blasphemy, it is living a life of blasphemy. Everything you do, as a Christian, in the name of the Lord, is a stain on his image. You make a mockery of the Lord in the country. Not I , probably not you, but them.