Hi, I am like your special friend in America here to tell you facts that nobody else is telling you, true facts
Seriously. Okay.
This stuff is funny once you know more about ego death.
The ego never dies.
It dies down and sneaks back in over and over.
I don't think it ever quite, regains it's power
It is always going away.
But.
It is a tool to me.
I used to be real quiet and listen to everyone.
I learned it was okay to use my ego.
Social pressure told me ego was bad.
Ego is bad if you don't know it is ego.
If you know it is ego, it is okay sometimes.
Expressing ego intentionally, is not the same as being egotistical and not realizing it. Ego means you think you are better than someone. I don't think I am better than ya'll. Most of what I do here is fake ego, but it does inflate my real ego, cause people don't catch me in my games.
Okay. Yogananda was my first teacher. I learned about Hinduism from his autobiography. Although he was dead, I was able to receive his transmission and considered him my teacher.
I don't know if it was Yogananda or someone else. I read the guru "carries a small hammer and taps lightly on the ego til it cracks"
Look. They have a caste system in India and individuation of self, competition, is not as strong in India, the ego does not get as large.
Okay. I carry the fucking hammer of thor and smash mother fuckers with it. I am a professional ego crusher. It is the all-american way. I am paving the way, I hope.
I can explain. The [average] American ego, and the collective ego, is very swollen. It needs to be humbled in a way. You can't crack it with a little hammer. You gotta be like, CRACK now listen to me mother fucker. I am trying to tell you something. Shhhh. I will tell you what you need to know, if you will shut the fucking ego off and quit being so defensive about new stuff for thirty fucking seconds. Eat your steak, clean your plate. It is my American play on an Eastern phrase about rice. I am a Christian, I gave up meditation and started following Christ. I do bring stuff that I think is relevant and in-line with my Christian faith. For example
Jesus answered, "If you want to be perfect, go, sell your possessions and give to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven. Then come, follow me."
I am not talking non-sense. This is what the monks and guru want to do. They ask for money to fund their spiritual schools, the monastery and pursue a life with their understanding of the world. It is also in the Bible.
I just, based on my experience looking at Eastern tradition, and Christianity, found some overlaps that I thought were being, overlooked. I am an Invisible. I fight the Corporate CEO, the Skull and Bones crew. i am trying to wake up the world and they are trying to keep you sheep-robot-npc-consumer.
Some of yall don't quite get it, these "satanic rituals" or whatever, they enlighten the elite. The elite got their "great awakening" way before you possibly.
(Cf. Chap. 12 in Yogananda's online Autobiography). One quite scary result can be: "The hard core of human egotism is hardly to be dislodged except rudely (Ibid)," "Kill the ego" and further teachings along that track.
Look. I gotta go visit a real guru to get my shit fucking crushed. Ya'll are just gonna have to deal with me til' then.