I think there is alot of confusion about stuff sometimes.

I do think people gotta drop the whole ego thing.

I see it as kid talk.

Like egos come and go. it is part of life.

but culture supresses ego when it does exist.

so the human hides the ego and stays egotistical

instead of expressing the ego when and where appropriate

it is okay to be a CEO and be proud

or to do a good job or have a cool science experiment

ego is just pride sometimes, i think there is healthy ego and unhealthy ego. or something

but there is a whole society that says "all ego bad"

it isn't just that it is bad

they are on a mission to destroy my ego, but don't realize i am on a mission to destroy their ego

someday i will meet someone this way, i will think i am to destroy their ego, but they will get mine instead.

like dude did last bread.

i know that sounds stupid to some people

but it will be like indelible.

sometimes i look around i wonder.

like what if i go on this ego trip forever

like, how do i get down from here?

cause i know i am supposed to let it go

but i don't worry either, cause i know it will pop

somewhere somehow

that is just life.

>>12665726

My never ending quest for my guru

i kept reading books and doing what the books said to do about my new belief in stuff that was like quantum love or something

my first guru was dead, yoganda.

I havent really talked to God about yogananda.

but I don't talk to yogananda

yogananda talks to me through the autobiography

but i havent read it in years.

it is a great book.

it had like miracles and synchronicity and stuff

it has been so long.

i was really interested in like "is manifestation possible"

i know this is super stupid.

i would sit in the forest and try to make stuff appear in my hand, manifestation

i read it in the autobiography of a yogi

dude erected a temple in forest out of thin air.

i was like, jesus did, they did it the hindu book

imma try this shit

i thought i could like gather the components from the air and make something?

i must have read about manifestation in a book lol

i am a dumb dumb

sometimes I wonder.

If everyone else's mind would allow me to manifest, could I?

am i restrained by my own disbelief in manifestation or those around me?

>>12665768

Control what?

My speech?

that is where people are confused.

wrong speech speech is not ego

it happens in these leaderless, decentralized this and that

progressives do that ego crap tooo

the problem is

if you got an ego issue, that is between you and your preacher

a bunch of people on twitter and shit don't need to be telling eachother about their egos

to me they just all look like ego idiots telling eachother about their own ego

>>12665807

uhhh

i don't think my ego gets a vote.

do you give a screwdriver a vote?

>>12665807

people like you are dumb-dumb

no offense

but you should consider that you a dipshit

you are bleeding stupidity

you don't realize that you are speaking to me with you ego.

you are asking questions about the nature of the ego that anyone with understanding of the ego would already understand

if you were wise enough to recognize your self. you would not ask me dumb questions.

what ever.

you do you?

as you were sayin..

>>12665835

actually.

you are just one of the baby-fucker-shills with a BA from the indoctrination station

your paper work sucks and you are brainwashed egotistical prick that wants to get on the internet. to talk about my ego?

like, you seriously, approached me personally, to have a conversation about my ego.

you are a loser.

honestly. seek Jesus.

Okay. like it is crazy

i make a post. I am not talking to anyone .

but people always need to talk to me about my ego.

like a fucking jehovahs witness at my door all day long

hello, do you have a minute for the ego talk

like is this being a good citizen in 2021? i don't want to play anymore

brainwashed zombies are taking over qresearch and they have bachelors!

>>12665885

sorry. i can't

i didn't know it was you

i am not paying any attention

just bull in a china cabinet

tomorrow i will focus for you

i promise

tonight i have to sleep

>>12665885

seriously, you are anon, you gotta give me a break.

i do have the luxury of disregarding most everything everyone says

i will engage.

you are just on the line that "they" keep crossing over on me.

i can't tell. i just am in "repel" everything mode for years.

gonna take a minute to turn it off.

>>12665885

i read what people write

but if it looks like an attack

i just treat it like one.

so please forgive me

i will sleep

i will see everyone tomorrow

probably babbly as ever

but a little more careful before i yell at shills

>>12665951

You can add me to that list.

I am dictator.

Yea. I don't mess around

dictator is a hype word made up by the cabal

proper dictatorship and authoritarian government are not bad

truth be told, most people don't want to govern and play politcs

they just a want a good government that is nice and fair

it is way more stable to

people don't want to play politics, they don't like it, too boring whatever

republic collapses

okay

that is why these "societies" exist

because the people

seriously

you will America

I been doing this a bit now

the people refuse to govern themselves

they are going to lose their republic

I told the Military

I am a doctor.

This country does have a cultural disease.

It is real.

It is called apathy

It causes loss of government for said culture

I think they take me pretty serious on the issue.

My goal is 5minutes a day from each citizen and we might save the republic

i just need 5 minutes for your freedom america

>>12666016

I know you aren't saying what i thnk you are

i am literally falling over for real now.

i am just wild right now. i just go until i fall over.

i will look again in the morning

right more to explain if you want and i will check it when i wake up