>the glass is half empty to you. change your perception.
>trust the plan
I have no choice now do I, by the way what is the plan exactly?
If I could just go do it myself it would have been done long ago.
It's easy to say change your perception but I have been blacklisted for 20 years by the cabal for being a ground zero worker. Most of 20 years without a salary. I use to make $250k a year, worked on Wall St for 7 years, an MCSE+, program in object oriented, functional, relational, prototypical, procedural, and logical paradigms. Last real job was Citi webmaster, architect, build engineer.
It was Prince Al Weed, he knows I know, they even set me up to work the floor underneath Cantor Fitzgerald to start a position for $350k on Sept 10th 2001.
Targeted for a reason. Now I can't work at target. I've been through more than than most could ever endure, that even God noticed.