Congrats Mr. Owens. Your baby is beautiful. You get to decide what kind of mom you're going to be. It doesn't matter how your mom was, good or bad, you get to choose. Once you're a parent you're automatically a leader. They will look to you and emulate you. Mistakes will be made, but one of the best things I've learned about God during all of this is that He doesn't turn His back on us despite our mistakes. I've tried to take that to heart as a dad.
Being a dad is the best job in the whole world. I hope being a mom will be as rewarding for you.
In the movie, the Matrix, natural born humans didn't have the necessary plugs and interfaces to get into the Matrix. I'm sure you get my point.
God bless you and your family.