Is there an RTMP service that won't end up banning you for supporting Q?

I'd like to keep streaming my QART and my amateur digs, but I apprehend my account being blocked like the rest of my social media (facebook 13 years, YouTube 12 years, Twitter 8 years), that's a lot of memories anons, gone! I know we expected the media blackout of all of our social networks, but I really enjoy doing my NIGHTSHIFT streams, and I really don't want to have that taken away from me too. I'm still kind of in shock about my facebook, because, anons, I did have a life once, before I went all Digital Soldier. They have gaslit my life to the 9's my frens, and I wouldn't wish this life on anyone. I have no more friends, just people who talk shit about me in my shadowbanned bubble of a pre-homeless bastard, white male, vol-cel, existence. I can't give up on my efforts. Not 8 years of devoted learning and discerning through the swamp full of disinformation and lies. I thought about making my own RTMP relay on my home server, but it's proven to be a lot more difficult that I originally anticipated. nginx modules are not as easy to implement as it's listed in the tutorials online.

You anons have any suggestions?

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