>>1270668
That's a normal reaction, I think. When I first woke-up, many years ago, it felt like the world was collapsing around me (as so much now had to be viewed in a different light).
I also became physically ill from it. I was rather weak, physically. I think the energy had drained from my body. It's a massive awakening and stuff floods in. As another anon pointed out, try to keep in mind there are many groups at work here. Hollywood, movies, may lead you to blame certain individuals, but try to think in broad terms. It's Good versus Evil. Not this religion or that, or Democrat versus Republican. That's too simplistic. To me, they are the globalist elites, the cabal, and they hold hands and care only for each other. To them, rest of humanity are to be exploited, whether financially or sexually or in an human trafficking, slave, sense. It crosses over the superficial labels people get hung up on. For example, people blame the Jews because of the Rothschilds, and the suffering they have caused throughout the ages. The Rothschilds are less Jewish than my cat. It's a convenient political cover. They wouldn't give a fellow Jew a drink of water if he was dying from dehydration on their doorstep. But they would fly crates of unadulterated fresh spring water from one of their private estates to another country, delivered to the front door, if another member of the cabal asked for some. The elites are sociopathic killers and are a plaque to humanity in more ways than you can count. Try not to get caught up on fake labels, it's a trick they use to divert people's attention from whom they really are.