I realize… how demoralizing everything is. I accept it, regrettably. I have lost a child. It's hell. However, when you lose someone that you know has died, there is eventually some consolence, some closure. When you lose someone that you never found again, never found a body, and always hope they are still alive, there is none. This is how I feel for Trumps Presidency. It's not real to me, that it's over. It makes no sense at all. I still expect him back. But, we are like mourners… …