hmm

so i was sitting here

thinking about Christ

cause i follow Christ

but I have never been to church

so I am a Christian

but the church is kinda the Christian Church

how do I say I am Christian without people thinking I belong to the church?

i thought vedic christian

or abrahmic christian<maybe that is a thing, ill look>

and then i thought christian science

duh, that exists

my great-grandma was a christian scientist

okay

i have cabal family maybe

cause here is what my great grandma did

was an owl thing

she would tell you to close your eyes

and then put your face on her face

and she would tell you to open your eyes

and she would be all big eyed and say "HOOO" like an owl

the kids loved in

i feel like i just received transmission from her

like that moment i see her

and connect to past

her grandpa died in coal mine

her dad and grandma were raised in a masonic home for widows in children.

dunno. married 3 times

traveled the world

lots of DuPont stock

when she died everyone <not my gengot a ton oif DuPont stock

we must be pretty close tho to DuPont

cause i have the old oil cans in my house

old family stuff

anyway

i have weird stuff from her

i dont have it anymore

anyway

i have this stone totem, it looks mayan

but it looks like it had gems for eyeballs, but they were removed.

okay. I found a thing that looked like a rook chess piece, but it had a stamp on it. it had like a ring of lines and a face in the middle

i found a bird wing of rock, not carved… but looked molded

i found a rock that was a face. it looked like the moon face.

she had tons of raw mineral and rock she had collected and labeled from her travels

i don't know much

i have the totem maybe i could share an image and someone could identifty it

it has a ton of energy in it.

okay.

i didn't put the energy in the totem

it is just ancient

if anyone destroys it

it could fuck shit up lol

it doesn't belong to me

i am just in possession of it.

u see?

>>12737655

uh can anyone tell me what this is

my mom puled it out of a closet

and didn't want it

but it is some old ass shit from somewhere

she has stuff. i have stuff.

everyone has stuff right?

i keep my grandfathers walking stick given to him by a defeated officer in vietnam.

anyway. my mom has this mirror. i will inherit it. it was on the joseph smith wagon train but my family got off in Texas I guess. It is like a couple sitting by a window in the picture, and a tall standing mirror. but that kind of object was large and kinda odd to bring on a wagon train. anyway. i like searched the image for writing and stuff of course.

i have weird stuff okay.

my mom just has heirlooms

but they are like old ass shit from around the world and they have strange energy in them and stuff

anyway. can anyone identify a culture this may be from?

>>12737719

dime a dozen?

hmm

you think they were just laying around? did she pick it up somewhere? or buy it from a local?

how did my great grandma get something real?

or do you think it is real?

it doesn't look fake, it looks like there used to be something in the eye sockets./

if you want to take a journey with me for a moment

i can take you into the mind of a guy doing weird stuff okay

i am not showing you anything <badass>

i am not a <skilledartist

one of the best ways to get to know someone and find out about their… uh… insecurities or thoughts is to analyze their art. so I give you a look into my soul. I think it is only fair. I sit here and tell you of my faith in a world of liars. In my belief system, this is how I show you my soul best so you know I am not the bad man.

but I think the art has enough meaning that I can explain now that there is more focus on root symbols and language.

I will give you this little tunnel of stuff I drew at different times.

Okay.

People look and say great, you drew with circles, triangles, squares, lines and dots. Good for you. Learn to draw they say,.

Once you can put the pieces together though I am making something significant with symbols I find to be organic. In my question for whatever this <experienceI have is, I wanted to not mimic anyone on Earth. I didn't set out to make something that looked native or ancient. You can find native "looking" art through time. I will challenge you. Can you find it done so simple?

When was the last time in history it was kept to the basics?

I have created imagery beyond base symbol out of base symbol.

If I was a skilled artist they might be very cool.

If people understood symbols better and why there are simple and complex, it quits looking so much like <stupidstuff.

There is one with all the letters of the alphabet. Once again, seems really dumb to make alphabet art unless you see it as glyphs. I didn't see it as glyphs when I made that, but I was getting there. I was interested in this stuff already.

Okay

Extra credit

It isn't obvious if I don't say it, but I will point it out and you can tell

I drew one of those images while I still had a <personalityin me, can you see which one reflects symbols that are much more complex than basic glyph or geometry?

so. i guess art is a magic to me. I don't place intention in it. I didn't mean to make the dragon, I didn't mean to become the Cabal. I looked back later and realized that I had like painted the Dragon that I became before I became it or something. So now it represents the new <model for government leadership

Like a new head on the old American Dragon or something

anyway

if i am indeed creating your new republic with my mind

this shit is like… unique or interesting to people later

maybe you don't care

but yea.

like i am the dude with the keys to the empire

and that is your empire in art

remember my collages?

that is where it started.

i went from digital

to paper

and i have returned!

what do I do though?

how do I move from being a rich server to a disabled patriot?

anyway

i wanted to make art

I am not ashamed of trying

i think it is interesting too

like, i could do whatever

so this stuff actually interests me

i start making these triangles

i just started doing it one day

and made a whole body suit

like an armor god.

i will show you

anyway.

this is like.. magical as i get.

anyway. art is magic

but i go into a triangle trance

like i obsessively make these things

with tons and tons of glue and paper

if you look at the dragon head thing

each triangle starts with the abstract on the left

and then gets pasted

cut, pasted, cut, pasted, cut

so you see the ring of different color triangle around the inner abstract random collage thing

anyway. The multiple layers of paper and glue make them strong and thick.

Whatever. It is kind of dumb how much time I spend on shitty art. It is like.. the art of intricacy. Like. It took like 1000 hours to make the dragon head at least. Just mechanical work mostly of making the damn thing. Anyway.

You can wear that damn thing,.

and I have never seen anything quite like it.

like i said, not <skilled>

but I put forth an effort

anyway

>>12738155

>>12738155

>>12738155

i drew this a while back

you like where i put libtard?

i have data for people

but i got different data for different people

so just bare with me

if something seems super off-base

just know it is for someone else

i gotta like dig through shit sometimes

to re-hash

important crap

getting there.

it is in my files somewhere

i am digging through the mind

or something

digitally and internally

reflections

in the mirror

mirror

rorrim

okay. this is strange.

i made these as a joke.

but they are from an alphabet i developed

i was just teasing with the plan though

i dunno

the universe is mysterious so i just put it all out there sometimes

and people derive whatever meaning they want from it.

>>12738217

this is basically

my best interpretation of that series of glyphs

at this moment in time

secret qanon plan

means exactly that

whatever

>>12738238

here is a good model maybe

i am gonna share it without checking

you can see where i was headed with it