Not doing well, the anger is really kicking my ass right now, and has been for some time. I am and will continue to fight towards our goal, so no abandoning the line, but the absolute hatred towards my enemies, the absolute rage i feel towards these individuals and those around them is consuming me. It is people like them who abused me as a child both physically and spiritually and never have quite recovered from it, i know the darkness they have and it sickens me. I am a christian as best as i can be, knowing salvation is only found through the Grace of Christ, but even with that the anger is too much knowing that these bastards and their ideology are allowed to walk free, understand all things in due time, i need help silencing the rage inside, other than what i currently do take pots, meme, and work on a literary project of mine. Still sorry for fagging up the board, but knowing what i know and not being rage filled is quite difficult and it gets the better of me on here sometimes.
what is funny is seeking beauty in this world is one of the rare things i do understand, It has been one of the tethers to my humanity as well as the divine. Big fan of roger scruton.
used to really like peterson, he did some very globalist things though and was involved in some shady stuff, i do hope he is ok though. Akira the Don was pretty dope have not listened to anything in a few years though.
agree, as an artist, i go outside and am amazed God created blue and greens and how they all work together, in a palate i could not in my abilities create. To create color and paint the world , that is amazing. It is those small things that i try to hang on to when the anger hits, but the last few weeks have been intense.
who cares. Fuck what the media says about anons.
can you draw either of these? if you can maybe you can be accepted into the program.
trying to exercise a bit more, disabled physically also so mobility is hard some days. The pot, right now it keeps the ptsd in check and allows me to focus on writing. But i do need to do more exercise so that will start happening.